Mind

we used to worship the sun God
pray for rain
pray for the harvest

as natural as breathing
time moves with no push or pull
it happens

evidence can be found
in the way man maps time itself
the turns of the moon
the rings in a tree,
the carbon in rock

but consistiently
time measures time

so we progress as a people
...as people
evolving
becoming
lovers of humanity?
lovers of peace?
lovers of war?
lovers of money?

we used to live off the off earth
now we LIVE OFF the earth
we use to trade goods with our neighbor,
now we trade fire with our neighbor

we chose our path,
placed one foot in front of the other
and our body followed.
it is time to choose a new one,
towards equality, compassion,
tolerance, healing
selflessness.

how do we do this...
like i said
place one foot in front of the other,
and your body has no choice but to follow

she says she believes in herself...
but you can tell she doesn't believe herself
when she says those words.
she's deaf to the words of others
and blind to what they see.
her mirror must be shattered,
it tells false truths uncomprehendable by others.
satisfaction is internal,
neither built nor destroyed by anyone but you.
but she is ill-equiped,
incapable of seeing past her own distored reflection,
incapable of seeing past the chips and cracks.
left in the dark...still deaf and blind

question: because i believe in you, does that make you a God, whose Godness i praise religiously?

...he kissed me on the forehead, and what can i say...he left an impression

...making love to him is like writing poetry...

As I put pen to paper trying to articulate the indescribable
I am forced to pause...
Sometimes my mind can't tell the things my heart knows.......by heart.
But I'll try anyway...

My love for you warms and awakes my soul,
conjures into existence emotions and thoughts that were created just for you,
the Love that I have was made just for you.......the intended recipient of all that i posses,
your existence is essential to my existence, who can live without oxygen,
i long for each breath. Our future is unknown but Our past is never forgotten.
The joy of past moons beckons the sun of our tomorrow.
As we age, grow, mature, so des our love. It evolves as the moon revolves...infinity

the influence of friends
can be like the pull of gravity
keeping you in line, on track, or holding you down (literally)

the influence of friends
can be like the attraction of opposite charges
keeping you close, away from counter-productive elements

the influence of friends
can be like the affect of the moon on tides
helping you reach further than you thought possible,
or sometimes holding you back

some people have power to make us
do things that we never thought we would,
never thought we should, or probably should never do again.

Nevertheless, the affect is undeniable,
it is part of the gift called FRIENDSHIP

…should be secondary to intent of well being
though TRUTHS are not told, in their place is
protection from wounding reality

LIES are not the opposite of TRUTHS
instead they are the tools of cowards, cheaters,
and those who mean to hide behind deceit

those we love never tell us lies
the TRUTH is they wish to never see us hurt,
disappointed, offended, or unhappy

this TRUTH seems more important than any other

Relationships are interesting. To be in a relationship with someone, is to experience the essence of someone, mind body and soul. To be of that person is to be made with from that person. To grow with that person, because of that person. Memories compose the foundation of the matrix that forms life.

yesterday dies
today gets old
tomorrow is not yet born

yet i hold my tomorrow today

My head is full of thoughts ideas hopes dreams fears memories fantasies doubt...
My stomach is full of butterflies adrenaline knots swallowed pride swallowed words...
My heart is full of love hope faith anxiety (both good and bad)
My future is full of possibilitie options the horizon hurdles ...but never limits

These things guide me, confuse me, make me...are me
I am me today and will be me tomorrow...regardless

These words of her voice are that of the choices of power, god, understanding and love to willingly combine with thought.